Saturday, February 19, 2005

I felt soo bad for one of my coworkers, Guadalupe. Our supply truck was turning in our parking lot this morning and the trailer hit her Montero Sport. It moved it a good 3-4 feet, completely broke the back window, broke a tailight, and left a huge scratch on the back side. ( it probably did more damage but that was all i noticed. I really feel for her b/c about 4 months ago her house was broken into and the thieves took ALL her stuff. So i called the police for her and they came to investigate. The good news is the supply company's manager came out and they took responsibility and will pay for all of it......but still...

Man, i was SOOO tired today !!!! I got up for work and felt like a walking zombie. It took me almost to the end of my shift to be awake. The fact that i was tired didn't make it any better when i had to deal w/ some horrible customers. Then i ended up staying 2 hrs extra cause we had a bunch of sick people out-we had three. I emphasize for them b/c i HATE being sick ( i think we all do) and i would much rather be the nurse (hehehe) not the patient.

Then I went to church. Saterday night services are simply amazing !!!! I can soo feel the Presence of God and that amplifies the extent of my worship towards Him. I can't describe just how cool it is. Someday, i gotta take all my friends at least once

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Today was a good day....wednesday's always are. I got to see most of my friends today...Meghan, Sean, Chad......that was good. OH MY GOSH MEGHAN!!!!!!!! I just finished Cold Mountain-WOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I had NO idea it was that good. I will buy that asap. Man, i was saddened by the ending though-why ? You're right about Jude Law-he's a TOTAL stud and.....nice view. :) I'm gonna call you hopefully tomorrow b/c we have soooooo much to talk about.

Here's my "deep" thought for the day. Have you ever wanted something soo bad you thought you would burst if you didn't have it?It's soo hard sometimes....being a Christian in a VERY secular world. Everytime i think i'm gonna burst from longing, i THANK God He gives me the strength to resist the temptation. 1 Corinthians 10:13 "No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it. "

Am i the only one who stand teetering on the brink of giving in ? At times, i feel so alone b/c of what i daily struggle with. I bet if i honest and truly opened up to my friends, i wouldn't be but i can't. For one, i'm afraid that they wouldn't understand. For another, I know it's my pride but i don't want people to think less of me or perceive me as something i'm not. I just don't know.......i'm sure everything is harder right nowb/c it's late and i really should be in bed. It will all work out in God's timing.

Monday, February 14, 2005

Happy Valentine's Day

Happy Valentines Day to all my friends, both single and attached. Again, I am single on this much-celebrated day for lovers. It's ok....someday i will have a boyfriend. I am thankful for what i do have. I have a great friend who brougt me 2 pink roses (my fav), another couple friends who gave me cute little valentines, and a FABULOUS family ( that i babysit for) that gave me TASTY chocolates and carnations. Oh, and family (Mommy) that gives me CANDY !!! I LOVE ALL OF YOU.

Saturday, February 12, 2005

My 18th birthday

Today was my 18th birthday !!!!!!! Here is the list of what i can now do. hehehehe
1. I CAN GO CLUBBING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2. I can change the political status of the USA by voting (whish i fully intend to do)
3. I can buy lottery tickets
4. I can get a tattoo/body piercing ( can we say belly piercing ?)
5. I can buy things off of tv infomercials ( i forgot about that, thanks for reminding me meghan)
6. I can give blood w/o parental consent
7. I'm no longer considered a minor
8. I can get a credit card ( I think i'll get a debit instead.....no debt that way)
9. I don't have an age limit on who i date.
10. I could buy cigarettes ( AS IF !!!!!!!!!!! I think not)

Yeah, it was a really great birthday. My brother james called me all the way from Iraq. I felt sooo loved by that. I got some really great gifts; among them was alot of money (i got a very nice-sized check from my grandma for bday and graduation), a leapord steering wheel cover, a humongus teddy bear. My sister and i went up to Stonebriar mall for a little shopping spree. I actually didn't get a whole lot *gasp*, just a cowboy hat and a pair of green sandals. I'll probably go shopping later this week for some fab clubbing clothes b/c i don't have too many choices. Then my aunt and uncle came over for dinner and we had a really great time. The other thing that TOTALLY made my day was all my friends called me...... Meghan, Liz, Danielle, Chad, Cat, Karen, Susun...it was soo special; i felt totally LOVED by all the ones who took the time to remember my day and call me.

MAN, I WANNA GO OUT CLUBBING TONIGHT. I WANNA GOO SOOOO BAD, BUT I CAN'T B/C I HAVE TO GET UP FOR CHURCH TOMORROW. It's ok, i'm totally there on friday. hehehehe

Thursday, February 10, 2005

Let's see, what's new ? Oh, my birthday is in ONE DAY !!!!! I will be 18 at last !!!!!!!!!!!! I'm soo excited i think i might split a gut. hehehe. Um, not a lot has happened since i last wrote but i don't have much of a life. ehh, oh well. I went to look @ a 2001 eclipse yesterday. I took my friend Matt Long, who knows EVERYTHI G about cars, w/ me. I ALMOST bought it but the stupid dealer wouldn't back down $100. ARRRGGGHHH !!!! Come on, it's just one hundred dollars, not a thousand, but that's his loss cause now i bet that car will sit on his lot forever and it won't sell. I will find another car. I went in to work this morning (i'm going back in about an hour) and it was sooo fun. My boss got me this huge cake to serve to all the customers and i wore my birthday tiara and a fun little button that says " Birthday Princess" that Rhonda bought for me. All the customers said happy birthday and one of our regulars even gave me money . YAY !!!!!!!! We'll see what funness i'll experience tonight when i go back in. Catch ya'll later.

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

Today was a better day today. I went to sam moon's after work to buy myself a birthday crown and it's a BEAUTY !!! I walked into the store and my eyes popped out at all the beautiful spring merchandise. I MUST go back SOON w/ lots of money to shop...........MUST SPEND MONEY............Anyhoo, my boss is going to let me wear a crown to work the day b/4 my birthday and i'm soooo excited. I'm gonna be 18!!!!!!!!! YaY !!! Then after i went to sam moons.......MUST SPEND MONEY......... I went to the gym and worked out. It was one of the best workouts i've had in a long time. Oh yeah, i'm gonna have flat, sexy abs w/ a pierced belly by june fo sho. LOL. I gotta skoot....i have a movie to watch.